Thursday, 22 April 2010

Do politics lack moose? Ah it's all I could come up with.

I was watching tv tonight, mainly comedy but did see some parts of the second political debate. So far I've concluded that David Cameron is a bit of a twat. He seems to talk nonsense, not that I agree with any of the other two main parties either.

Anyways why do the three biggest parties get the most attention, surely that's unfair to the others. I mean yeah it's more likely Manchester United or Chelsea will win the league but you can't discount Forest Green Rovers.

To me Nick Clegg looks like David Cameron and Gordon Brown is just under a pile of shite left by Tony Blair. I can't see why they don't get the green party to come on, now there's some good policies.

Friday, 9 April 2010

As Johnny Cash would say......

.........nothing, he can't talk, he's dead.

I talk about it a lot, well to myself at least but how do you accept compliments and stop putting yourself down?

Girls like a confident male, I'm only confident that I'm not confident which apparently doesn't count as confidence.

I guess there's different levels of confidence, there's arrogance where you think you're awesome. Modesty which is good then at the bottom there's self harming vet, the guy who keeps putting himself down.

Over the past month there has been a change in my luck and coping with anxiety does seem to be getting better. Have had some help though. Going from being too anxious to eat to enjoying a meal in public in a matter of weeks is pretty damn good. Obtaining self belief is pretty damn crucial and every time I don't die seems to indicate I might not die next time either. However I do prefer to have the amber lamps on stand by.

Tuesday, 6 April 2010

The art of sleeping.

Seriously I seem to have forgotten how to sleep. I go to bed, lay down then some time goes by and I wake up after only 2 frigging hours AND somehow in that space of time I've managed to text someone saying " Can't remember anything ". WHAT?!! I don't know now I can't remember anything, it must of been a premonition.