.........nothing, he can't talk, he's dead.
I talk about it a lot, well to myself at least but how do you accept compliments and stop putting yourself down?
Girls like a confident male, I'm only confident that I'm not confident which apparently doesn't count as confidence.
I guess there's different levels of confidence, there's arrogance where you think you're awesome. Modesty which is good then at the bottom there's self harming vet, the guy who keeps putting himself down.
Over the past month there has been a change in my luck and coping with anxiety does seem to be getting better. Have had some help though. Going from being too anxious to eat to enjoying a meal in public in a matter of weeks is pretty damn good. Obtaining self belief is pretty damn crucial and every time I don't die seems to indicate I might not die next time either. However I do prefer to have the amber lamps on stand by.